a entry for you my dearest baby :

Eversince the day when we get together,
i knew my heart will be yours and will never ever leave you alone or break it ;
i always told myself that i must change my attitude in order that we can have less quarrel ;
but i still nv make it ..
i really wish that our love will only get deeper but not decrease ..
in this month we have gone through , i know my love for u is getting deeper and deeper ..
i always told myself that i can't goes deep in love as this may cause deep hurts too..
but i can't resist myself .. i love u so deep in my heart .. i got a fragile heart, it's break easily when it get hurts deeply .. so dun break my heart .. cos i cannot afford to get hurt at all ..
i got hurt in the past and i hope i won't be hurt in the future ..
in life ; there's alway ups and downs..
so do in a relationship..
we do have down ..
but i noe ; i noe u have tolerate me for a long time ..
everyone have their own limit ..
i never doubt ur love at all .. never at all cos i knew u love me ..
maybe both of us need to understand each other better ;
change the way of talking..
change our attitude .. so that this love can lasts ;

today i did makes u upset ;
im really sorry..
abit disappointment that u went to put a small tatto on ur hand ; i expect sth nicer than that.
i tot u went to join ur tatto tgt ..
is not i not allow u to put but i will let u put if u have the extra money ; but not over limit it.
but to my surprise , u really came down to meet me right after ur tatto session , and i make u waited for me for so long and did nth much at there.
i know u will do what u can and fulfil what i want if u can ;
i really appreciate it alot baby but i duno how to show it;
im a girl with no much feeling.
i will only know in my heart but not by expressing it..
i can only say a million sorry to u ;
u didn't blame me for being so naive..
im really a stubborn girl ! but i must really change and i promise i will change just bcos of u ..
after thinking for this few hrs with a down mood , i realise it wasn't ur fault at all ..
i always say u talk till bu shuang maybe bcos i think too much.
im just so afraid that i might lose u anytime ...
but i know im wrong ..
if u belong to me ; you will be mine always ...
but if fate dun allows us to be tgt ; it can't be forced either .. but i will try my very best to have u staying by my side till the day i die ..
i realise you are a part of my life , i can't afford to lose you , losing u is like losing a part of my life. losing u is like a broken piece of puzzle which need u to complete it..

some words u said today have really hurts deep down my fragile heart.. it's still pouring down with tears in it even till now .. but it wasn't ur fault at all ..

we must learn to FORGIVE & FORGET so that this love can lasts..

you are the one i wanna walk down the aisle till the end but not other guys.
i do have many guy friends but i seldom contact them le ..
everything i did is just because of u .. you are really someone i can't afford to lose now or in the future ...

our love is beautiful, some others do envy us :)
let's make our love more stronger and the bond will never end..

baby , seriously i hope that coldness from you won't continue and stop at this moment.
i want more sweetness from u from this moment.
you are my sweet baby with sweet talk.
you always make my day , tink of many ways to make mi smile =D
hold me closer to ur heart and light up my days ;
as i will always love you till eternity and leaving u is always a no way things.
you are my last piece of puzzle cos im so in love with you ~
always be my baby. now till forever =D

im waiting for u to reach home now ;
as u went to get things with ur mum at the market =D
i want to chit chat with u on the fone as it's been some day since we talk long hrs as we are always meeting .. one day i never see my baby i feel so bu zhi zai... cos u are a part of my life as i always say ..
i miss u when the moment u left me ..
i wish u can always be by my side..
my love for u is getting deeper each day... i love u and i love u still =DD
BABY, YOU ARE MY EVERYTHING!
promise me that u won't leave me alone :)