this blog is going to rot soon ~
or maybe shall just close it~

it's been a long time since he blogged.
i duno why.
but he's lazy.
busy playing with viwawa and sleeping...
and neglected this blog.
plus it's been a long time since i received his comments.

he say he will give but i still dun see it :(
can see how sad i am la ~
but no pt too.
he used to blog 2-3 times a wk but it's seems gone~


today is a saturday ~
he's not on duty either ~
but im still home alone :((
no one understand how i feel ~
everyone was like keep asking ~
today sat lehs! nv go out??
even my mum!!!
where's ur bf? not on duty rite~
why nv go out??
zZZzzZzzzZZzz
den i told her, he went out .
why din u follow ~
no mood to answer it ~
supposingly i tot i will get accompanied by his smses but seems like no more reply.
can u feel the pain?


we did met today.
he told me 12-1 but he overslept.
met him at 3plus and he left at 5plus.
forget to bring his psp to borrow me but i nv blame him but only give him face.
somemore he still give attitude....
and say im the one who started it.
but do u know how i feel ma..

tml cnt meet either :((((
a wkend with no meeting up make mi feel im so lonely.
monday you're on duty again ~
and can't meet either.
tuesday i got exam at 330, so can only meet after 5pm ~~~


i got no mood to do anything and feel so lonely :(
my heart is crying, do u hear it ~

it wasn't your fault anyway.



why can't be there more love, care and concern like what u have given me on the first month?
i know honey moon period is over, but still i dun wish to be treated cold.
i dun wish one day that u will treat me like her .

i promise i won't leave you ,
i will only leave u when the day u dun need me anymore :(
hope you will never break my fragile heart baby ~
i dun wan anything but i wan you to love me more !

这一秒我哭了 :(

望著你突然一阵心痛
一次又一次任那感情放纵
你的脆弱让我走不开
你的依赖所以我存在
想著你还是想到心痛
期待我做的将来你都会懂
有一天真如果
有一天
但愿我还在你记忆中.