im back to blog :)
im not in good mood recently :x
PMS ~ i don't like it ~
have been showing attitude to him.
im sorry baby.
i don't mean it ~

sometime i wanna tell u something, but i do not know how to phrase it.
i still love u as much as ever, and i really do trust you silly baby.
I might say the wrong things that hurt your heart.
im sorry if i have upset you, disappoint you again.

now im home ~ waiting for your msg/call when you are free ~
you told me you need to be home early cos ur mum asked u so.
i need to understand this, but i know i nv.
you put in the effort to meet me just now just for dinner,
im glad you came all the way to jp for dinner and send mi home b4 rushing home by cab ..

and i find out you lied after calling ur home.
i hate your lies, cos it break my heart.
First time you lied, go soccer just say it.
i will only nag/show face awhile, better than ur lie.
i don't understand why.
i won't stop you from going soccer anymore.
You still dare to tell me that i don't trust you,
i trust u most and yet you lied.

(when i knew that you lied, my tears drop,i duno why either, when i type this i hold back my tears. i trust you most, i love you most and yet i end up like a fool.)


im afraid that i might lose you.
Not that i don't trust you.
But i am just afraid.
sometime you got to understand me too.

i hate waiting but i still wait for u always.
i will be glad if u reply my msg faster and of cos i knew sometime u are busy, i wont blame u ~

i just wish that you will change some days.
Never leave me alone, cos i will nt be able to take it.

i love you always ~
will you always be mine too?